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Sunday, February 27, 2005
Goin 90 in the wrong direction
I am soo lost and in limbo, I'm losing it all. I can see where I want to be. Even know (kind of) how to attain it - but I'm soo afraid...
Right now, I'm in transition of getting more responsibility (new title) and a bigger check (salaried). Mostly because I'm one of the most responsible, resourceful, reliable and stern MITs where I work. Half of my ideas have been put into procedure. They realize my potential just like I do. But they're fuckin around.
MY PROBLEM: Since the fall of last year, I've been promised this wonderful opportunity. And, of course, like a good little trainee, I've been patiently waiting. Though I'd still be enduring lazy ass subordinates that I'd constantly have to micro-manage, I continued to wait. "Yeah, the budget is being looked at as we speak, so it'll happen soon," was the usual bullshit rebuttal.
MY SECOND PROBLEM: I'm planning to relocate, and while this "wonderful opportunity" would look great on my resume, I'm more interested in the money - which would finance my move a lot faster. At the same time, I don't want to slack off or have some of my actions scrutinized due to me not giving a fuck - and, at the same time, I don't wanna up and change jobs (to start all over). Sure I'd probably make more money and have a better piece of mind - but how would that reflect on my resume? And to be honest, I actually enjoy what I do at my job.
MY JUSTIFICATIONS FOR NOT DOING ANYTHING ABOUT IT: I'm a lazy ass, procrastinating individual myself, but I can fake the funk as well. - Actually, I HAVE NO JUSTIFICATIONS.
Woe is me woe is me w o e i s m e
Posted at 2/27/2005 8:43:29 am by DL-369
EXACTLY!
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This is all about a M-I-T who's way in over his head at work. When first coming into this role, he maintained excellence and exuded a great amount of professionalism throughout every facet of his job description.
As time progressed, the higher powers that be noticed his impeccable track record, thus placing (more like catapulting) him into a tumultuous environment where, inevitably, bigger and more difficult challenges would be placed upon him.
He was reassigned to a new location with unruly subordinates (who've already made two prior M-I-Ts quit) being only half of his headaches. As he avoids the political poppycock between other M-I-Ts and managers, he truly yearns to be apart from the overall game of BULLSHIT!
Ultimately, he is entangled within an intricate web. A web of something that is yet to be determined. Thus begins his dilemmas...
D I S C L A I M E R:
I'm not at liberty to divulge any specifics (real names, detailed information, etc.) regarding my experiences for fear of my peers becoming aware of my treason. However, if I don't get this shit outta my head, I'm gonna go C r A z Y !
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